what can i say? life is beautiful, it's like art, some places are dark, some arn't, but all in all, it makes a picture... i guess, my life is like God's painting... =)

I love, and i hate... dang. LOL

Today, I have been very busy.  Come to think about it, I rarely have time to myself now days… I would love to relax and enjoy the clear blue cerulean sky.  Oh what a wonderful sight.  

This brings me to a standstill… I look out into the sky and think; we all cry hate, weep sorrows, hurt, and experience sadness. However, even though we experience so much loveless pain, children are still able to run in the sun, under the blue sky, laughing and loving life.  Men are still able to find their destiny, their loved ones, and their passion.   Such an ambiguous world, this place is.

hey guys, i have 15 min b4 my interview... hahahaha

ok, thoughts for this week...

1) boy, life is beautiful, although we are in the midst of all these chaos and heartbreak, God connects everything together... If there was one thing i'm thankful for this week, i'll say i'm thankful for God giving us the ability to love. 

2) Man, anime is addicting.  It's like being stuck in a fantasy world.  Oh man, i guess this is my way to escape the hardships of reality.  For some reason, i love romance animes like "Love Hina."  I guess I need the romance in my life too... hahahahha, i haven't been on a date for a while now, ever since that white girl incident... it's not the same, i love life, yet, I hate being alone... sometimes, i wonder to myself, God, why are you making me freaken wait???!!! hahaha, once again, i'm probrably influenced by the anime, Love Hina.  It's admireable how they can go through all these hardships, and still keep a unique relationship with each other.  Then again, i think I like it so much because i'm somewhat similar to the main character, kentaro Urashima.  He's a nerdy guy who wears square glasses and has no luck with girls for 20 years of his life (maybe the second part isn't like me =])... i think the part about the glasses is the only thing that is similar about him and I.  He lacks confidence, yet (like me) he is very kind and considerate of others.

3) What am i doing? i wonder what happened to the energy that i had a couple months ago... i sopose it's because of that incident...  I guess i'm at the emo age... can't hlep it, hormones running wild.

PS you can only find these thoughts from me on my xanga, ahaha, in real life, you can never tell. =)